just ate a lot of pizza (omnomnom) and now I’m just sitting in the living room with the family watching a kind of boring documentary programme….

but there are lions and giraffes on the show, and lions and giraffes are gorgeous. I love them.. I feel so sorry for them though. Living in cages, in cold Norway. ugh. They should be free, in the country they belong to.. poor creatures.

should go tidy my room, and still kind of want to take a bath…

should probably try to contact Anja too.. But I don’t know if she and her family want her to stay with them, since they haven’t seen each other for about a year…

pretty please fill my ask :’)

Hello.
Home from school.
800 followers, thank you :)

It’s so fucking hot outside! I already have a slight sunburn .-.

Metallica were really good yesterday!! :)

Now I should study for the last social studies test I will ever have! But I’m too tired. And I should probably go to the gym, too tired for that too. I’m just physically and mentally tired ugh.

Haven’t fallen asleep until 2 am two days in a row. ..
Eh, meh, less than a month left at school before the holiday. I’ll get trough it… I hope.

Sitting on the bus home from a rather good day out with a couple of friends.. Suddenly depressive thoughts about life and the future. Fuck. Suddenly hating everything. That’s just great… I have no idea of whatsoever to do in life. It’s really depressing knowing that next year will be my last year of school and I have no idea what to do after I’ve finished…. Don’t know if I’m gonna get some further education, which probably is smart, but then I don’t know what I should do… What I really want to do is just go out, have fun, be up all night and live my life to the fullest. But I can’t.. That’s fucking depressive, man! Makes me cry, and makes me want to just lay down and die! So, to prevent breaking down on the bus, I started blasting Halestorm. Because I love Halestorm and can’t fucking wait until October!! And Halestorm usually give me strength and energy. I just want to let out my anger and frustration and say “fuck everything”. Rebel to everything. Just to see how it goes, but then there’s a voice inside me that says “don’t”. I don’t fucking know what to do with my life!! I need to let out some anger soon aaaaahhhhh going absolutely insane and crazy

right now I just really feel like taking a run outside or somehing. Or just be outside in the dark, with my boyfriend and just do crazy shit, but I’m sitting in my bed. It’s school tomorrow too. Probably gonna be a completely useless day. I want to use some energy, but it’s like 11:40 pm… so meh.. should sleep. probably won’t be able to sleep in a while. 

fuck everything.

don’t want to wake up tomorrow…

hey. home from work. I’ve had a rather perfect weekend even though I’ve been working and stuff…

I’m currently drinking tea from the cup my boyfriend made me for breakfast.

it says “world’s best girlfriend” and it was really cute aljskfhshjldkj <3

Also, we saw Dark Shadows on Friday and holy shit it was perfect! so good. pretty much the best best movie I’ve seen in a while.

now I’m gonna look through and edit photos from Saturday’s photo walk.

they have to be ready to Wednesday.

want to win the photo walk contest so so bad. won’t probably happen though, but whatever. I’m allowed to hope and dream hahaha

nicely done.

was walking down the stairs to clean up my brushes in the kitchen sink and when walking down the stairs, I kinda tripped and spilled half of the grey almost black paint water down the white walls and the stairs.

I have talent, man.

Home from school. Should do some school work and take a shower before heading out again. Ugh. Not motivated for school AT ALL  !
Will probably be heading out with Siri, Hanne and hopefully Magne and Roy too :)
Unless it starts raining a lot. Hope not. I feel like I need to go out and be social and have fun and just get my mind of other things…
JUST BE SUMMER HOLIDAY ALREADY

vikingbitch:

Varg doesn’t do it for me, but this is funny.

sat in the kitchen, looked at this and started laughing.

mum came to see what’s so funny and got really pissed off. what. since when did you care for churches and stuff?

she was like “do you really think this is funny? there’s so many people who set fire to churches, if you think it’s funny that other people’s holy things burn, you have to start thinking differently, or I’ll be worried.”

also said other stuff I can’t remember. suddenly super pissed. what

excuse me, but what just happened.

home from Siri’s. had a really good time. I’ve kinda missed just hanging out doing pretty much nothing and just talking and laughing and watching stupid and funny youtube videos.

I also love walking home late. it’s so silent and nice and calm and awesome when the weather is like this. not too cold, not too warm.

the air is so much different at night time. I like it.

can not wait for summer vacation filled with late night walks, sleepovers, and camping :)

gonna be gooooooooood <3

Now I’ve had my tea, brushed my teeth and I’m in bed. ready to sleep.

goodnight.

newest merch item: gigantic Miss May I tee :’)

gonna cut it and stuff so It’ll look nicer on me.

yesterday was so fucking good btw. Saw Confession, Miss May I, The Ghost Inside and Parkway Drive, from the very very first row at the barrier! fuck yes! øalkjdshkf so awesome! I miss it .-.

got like shit loads of bruises though haha, and my neck aches like a motherfucker, but it’s totally worth it!

one of the first crowd surfers kicked me in the face and tore off some of the skin on my arm lol

If you’re walking out of the venue after a gig without bruises or anything aching, you’re probably doing something very wrong.

you know what annoys me so much? I was so damn close to getting a drumstick from both Miss May I and The Ghost Inside. But because I was surrounded by guys (boyfriend and his best friend) and because they’re taller than me, they got one drumstick each .-.

oh well ~

Jonathan Vigil (vocalist of The Ghost Inside) handed me his water bottle when their set was done, so that was good, except for the fact that it disappeared sometime during Parkway’s set. He also smiled at me a lot, and held my hand and stuff. I like it when the people on the stage do that. They were really good live!! So were Miss May I too!

And Parkway lksdfjghkjhs holy fuck. amazing. did you know that Winston McCall has really really soft hair? XD I patted his head a lot, and it was really funny cus every time he noticed it, he looked right up at me and smile a really fucking adorable smile and took my hand. it was nice! And after their set I got his water bottle :P

They were reallly cool live, man. I love how they were fooling around and everything alghfkkd it was perfect.

I also got the Parkway Drive set list :)

yes, I try to keep water bottles from gigs. I loooove getting things from concerts. I have a goal that’s getting something from every concert I’m attending, it has been fulfilled, so far!

better picture of the set list :)

when Parkway’s set was done, I headed over to their merchbooth and guess who I ran into?!

Jona fucking Weinhofen (of bring me the horizon). so that was nice, we had a little chat and I got a picture and stuff :)

yesterday possibly couldn’t have been better. at least I can’t think of how it could have been better. They were all so very good live!

but now I’ve made a nice cup of the (which is pretty much gone now, so I might have to make a new one), and I’m gonna crawl up in bed and watch scooby doo or something. I’m so tired. It was not too fun to have a 5 hours mid term art exam shit today. my neck died.. haha.

hi.

home form yet another Norwegian exam…. don’t think it went too bad…

feel like shit, man.. .-.looked in the mirror at school after exam and was like “oh.. I look like shit too. that’s nice…”

the cold’s catching up on me, ugh. I  h a v e  to get better before Wednesday!!

I was hoping to go to the gym with Marie today, but idk. Hope I get better in a couple of hours… does working out help feeling better when ill?

I also need to dye my hair. Another decision made at the school bathroom… maybe I’ll dye it today, if I feel better, or tomorrow.